11:59 a.m. - Wednesday, Aug. 13, 2008
silly girl
u know things just get crazy to complicate life. im so totally on the travis boat. we talk and things seem good. i dont hear from him as much i want but its ok. and now im missing matt. my ex husband. i wonder how he does. if he misses me. but i know what would happened if i see him. well i know 2 ways it could go. and neither one of them is good. so i need to not worry bout it. i almoat drove to kinlaws to see if he was there. and luckiy i forgot to. i just dont do being lonely well. i think thats all it really is. with traivs i se so much good that can happen. so i dont know. im just a silly girl with silly emotions.
