7:12 p.m. - Friday, Oct. 06, 2006
grrrr
grr life sucks. well it is more thna usual. i think its cause of my period. i always seen to get uber sentive about thinga like a week or two before. and it so happens to be. well by my brith control i should be hanving it soon. really since i started taking it...mt period been a lttle less predicatble. not that i really payt attention. i notice when i dont have it..but let it comes as it may and ruin my plans.last night was not thebest but not the worst. cause u know i havent lied about things...and someone doesnt believe. hell im pretty sure they still dont. but its like y try?? ive tolled this person till im just tired of the subject matter in gernal. plus the consent ridig of my ass about some stupid 19 yrd that i cant get off my back. i havent fucked him...ive only made out with him. yeah it was heavy making out..but nothing under the clothes. what can i sya? i was tolled that thestet see the same quatlies in me that they have..so thats y they dont trust me. and wel lfuck u. yes. literaly and figuredly. im not a dishonet person. yea i might not tell the full truth but i have my reasons for it. sometimes i just wait till i can speak to the person in peson. its just how i am. hold that thought...dinner. ok done. its was interruppted by a phone call. by the 19yr old. damn him grrr... i want to jsut go to sleep. im all moody and ill.
