2:06 p.m. - Sunday, Sept. 17, 2006
what am i do to??
well this is the deal. i dont want to d ate jorge...but i dont want to give him up. i like that whne im at a bar with him i can go off and do other things..and not worry. im still gonna get laid. no worries or stress...hes the sur thing. plus i have fun hanging out with him. we laugh and talk shit to each other. now i have a 19yr old all over me. hes been real good to be. fixed me a homemade dinner, wants to hang out all the time. calls, textes. hell that boy thinks im the one. he so sweet. last night i wasent feeling good and later that night he left me a message and it was like awe. but im not really attractted to him, i dont like the sex would be good, and he trying to be my type of guy. hes more or less a wigger. ive seen worse but i dont nornall go for it. and he wont shup up. he talks so much. but thers a but.he gave me a bracetlte. i dont know. not man guys that ive been with treated me like this. it wasent bad...not abuse or anything. but i knew my place u know. but im more than ass to him..i hope. hes pressurung to date not sex. and thats like totally oppsite of hwat im use to. the sex is hwat i jump into. i dont junp in to relationships. well i dont do with actually. so i dont know.
