8:52 p.m. - Tuesday, Aug. 15, 2006
yeah
ok so its been forever and a day since ive updated this one. damn myspace. well it seems this is the one no one really knows about and its alittle easier. cause now i have a "fan club" and expectations that i must meet.well im drinking homemade long island ice tea...and alittle tipsy. i could drive.in a bit i shall. need to get mix and soda. and i need sex!!!! i dont know y..i dont even like it right now but my body says wheres the dick?? and i miss my ex. and i dont know y. hes not attractive to me and i barely like who he is right now but i want him. i want to have a kids as well. i want to be preggers. ive been surpressing that for a long time. i want love. to wrap around something who i care about and cares about me and we have wonderful sex. and a big penis. i want to fuck matt just to fuck him. i want fuck arron cause it would be nice. and i want to fuck my ex to show him that ive gotten so much better. and want oney i just paid the rest of my cell phone bil and now i have like 40 till payday. damnit. yeah well next paycheck im gonnna try to upgrade. right now i just want to get laid and be very i add. damnit.
