4:20 p.m. - Tuesday, May. 09, 2006
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ok i like thomas and jorge. thomas is awesoem at fucking and is a good guy. he can be so sweet. and kind of an ass. and orsoem reason i like them both. we haveso much fun jsut hanging. and i reallylike him. maybe soemthnig there is possible. but he doesnt want to date anybody...i dont blame him for that but i am.i want a boyfriend. bad. i look at all the thigns that my frends do and im envie them. cause there dating. they have a shoulder to putthere head...a hand to hold...a confintendal person that they can talk to. i miss having soene in my bed at night. someoen to talk to till i pass out/or theydo. someoen to wake up too. i do that staring thing..whne u wake up an there asleep and u just kind of look at them. i want someone t o..for alot of reasons. the point is i want both tomas and the new guy. but i dont want him just fo the sex.he makes me laugh. thats important.
