5:44 p.m. - Sunday, Apr. 09, 2006
yeah567
so i ahte my compuuter!!! and im kind of getting bored with thomas...well not with him the situation. im on a dating kick again. honestly i need someone whos cuddly...cause i can only hold out for so long. the sex is awesome. and honesetly i ove it when he hates me during sex. even when hes not so "grr" its good. i cum like a million times. i just need that skin time u know. and alots of time the cuddling lets to more sex. i think thats the only thing i really miss from travis is that he was a good cuddler. if i could get thomas's sex and cuddliness with a couple other quailties i could be in love again. that one guy from walmart, im gettign kind of desperate so i might try to get him to come out. but i dont know. theres nelson? but i dont know whast going on withthat. cause i dont really see him like that. at all. but what can ido? maybe that one guy that i saw last time at huske is there? if he is im getting his number. i should have alsttime byut i dont know. wasent really confintant i surposse. so tonight i want ot look hot. im so in a hole mood. which is crazy. u know me and thomas have been fucking like 7 months?? u kno hw crazy that is. thats almost aslong as me and travis were tdating. that makes him like the second longest relationship ive ever had. and ywah. last ngiht there was no condom. and he was really kind of "ummm" about it. talkign about abortion and stuff. and i avoided the question by being like "im not gonna get preggers". we kept going on back and forth. and i tolled him that if th situation really called for it then i guess. or that i would think about it. but im against abortion. i dont know if i could do that. y cant i find a like i like and be hwat i want? i mean really?? well i need a shower. i should wash my sheets again. i was really built up appently cause i soaked my bed. and was everywhere.
