10:08 p.m. - Friday, Mar. 10, 2006
ok lateriness
ok so its time to update.i had yesterday off...and was running the roads trying to get a cell phone. i have really really bad credit. so far the lowest deposit is 350. damn. but so far suncom has a cheaper and decent plan. so yeah. anyways i went to dollar star yester day to vist angel and thomger (roger/eric). i brought then food. me and angel were surpose to have a double date thing...but it didnt happen it was too late for that guy. so i kind of flaked on my guy. but i was nervous. he seems cool. anyways. i got 3 guys i want to meet. 2 are in town and one is very ver not in town at all. but i havent talked to him in like forever. so i dont know. he might even havea girl by now.i dont know. ive given up on travis and started having sex with thomas. it was good. he really is good. but i dont know soemthing is missing. he tried to cuddle and it was nice...but something was missing. i dont know. shoot me im a chick.maybe its time to date again....i dont know. thats..thats..an idea at this point. he was fucking me while i was sleeping..i kind of liked that...though i wasent asleep all the way. i got some stuff today. but didnt really want it. shared with a friend. and yeah went to work...drained. i wasnt really tired...but acted it. and just wanted to go home no engery or anything. anyways. went home and signed online. go me.
