2:51 a.m. - Thursday, Feb. 23, 2006
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ok so i figured that im screwed. i dislke my job and i just started and im inlove with someone im not sure i can have. and im so sex deprived i could kill someone. its been so long that im startging to not get the urge. i almost was gonna fuck thomas tonight. but he never called. though iwas hoping thattravis would. and he didnt. and last night i had a bad night. server w/drawels from him and that i had a bad day. it was seeming good..but underneath the lies it was a bad idea. im keeping secerts again. and im becoming a more self invlovled. which is never good. cause then i just nd up gettign depressed again. amd bad thigns happen. so that my life right now.
